Heaven and Earth

On the last day of 2005, before thinking about my new year goals and plans, let's review the past year first. The first half of 05 was awesome - moving, hk/china trips, STM, graduation etc. And after all those sweet days, the reality slammed in. Adjusting to the new stage of life, adulthood, was rough - new work, new fellowship, new life style *yuck*. The reality is so frustrating. I have been thinking, rethinking, thinking again and rethinking again about my future;bascially, it's all about $$. I have never been so worried about this area in my life. Vision and money? I wish I can just flip a coin.
Why do I have to care about something that makes me frustrated so much? Really, on the day when I enter the heaven, standing in front of God, He won't care about how much I made, how neat my appartment is and how cool my car looks. Those things won't worth one penny in heaven.
The answer to my 'dream or bread' question is pretty obvious. The rewards in the eternity are what I should live for. Karen, hold on to your vision. Who is the great solider in the God's army? ME! Who is playing a part in expanding God's kingdom? ME!! Who lives for Jesus? ME!!!

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A small dude had been misplaced in a wrong world. All things and people are too big for her. She hopes she can go back; but it will take awhile. Should she wait or should she live with it?

Satan@church

From a testimony, which was presented in the meeting house, a brother said that what sins are doing is creating separations between families, friends, brother-and-sisterships... all kinds of relationships that we have with other people.
Though it's already known, I find it so true. I used to think that what sins are doing is just creating separations between me and God. Now, I understand why would I still feel distance to God sometimes, even when I keeping in touch with Him. It's because of the broken relationships that I have with people. I used to think that having broken relationship is normal, no one on the Earth would always have a prefect bonding with others.
I was upset by the broken relationships that are happening around me; and I realized that Satan is doing many things among us that I never notice. It is not only happening in individual relationships, but also in the Christian communities. All churches are supposed to be in one body; but now, many many separations of churches are happening.
In the testimony, the brother also mentioned that the importance of leadership. It is what holds a community together. And now I understand why do leaders always targeted by the Satan. Because what leaders do can keep people away from Satan and get close to God. So, I, as the leader of POF, have to be strong. Gotta keep pof together closely, then make differences and rebuild hybrid.

Twins??

I guess my "life is not the same" is too long, no one wants to read it; or my life is too boring dat no one wants to give a comment. hahhaa.

Today, when I was in the elevator with my sister, the stranger (or neighbour) who was with us asked if we are twins. I find this very funny. Well, it's true that we look really alike, especially when kel has lost some weight now; but we are 5 years apart! How would we possibly look like twins?!

Here is our recent pic: