On my 22nd birthday, I praise:

Your blessings overflow my life. My heart cannot contain all of your love.

順行/ 逆行

要邁向罪惡的路徑有很多﹐但是要逆行往聖潔的路卻只有一條。你能夠把持得住嗎﹖

“我豈沒有吩咐你麼．你當剛強壯膽．不要懼怕、也不要驚惶、因為你無論往那裡去、耶和華你的神必與你同在。” 約書亞記1:9

肥皂泡與石頭

有哪一個女孩子不晌往小說中的愛情故事﹖﹗男女主角幾經艱難才能相愛﹐他們的淒楚令人又怕又期待。難道最動聽的愛情就是這樣﹕我們只能冀盼﹐然後又怕破滅﹐永遠徘徊於肥皂泡與石頭之間。
其實﹐至死不喻的愛情不是妄想。只要仰望著神﹐世上最盪氣迴場的愛情便會落在你與他中間。因為神便是愛﹐當還沒有山盟和海誓的時候﹐祂的愛已經傾瀉。從地上還未有光和暗的那一刻﹐祂的愛都沒有動搖過一點點。有神的愛見證著你和他﹐肥皂泡便不再怕石頭了。

“神愛我們的心,我們也知道也信。神就是愛,住在愛裡面的,就是住在神裡面,神也住在他裡面。 這樣,愛在我們裡面得以完全…” 約翰一書4﹕16-17a

I am renewed.

Finally...Lily had left; I thought I would break down. I also got refusion of my major application; I thought I would be so fustrated for the next school year since I have to take another program. Many disappointments happened these days. Spiritual struggles, temptations, reality, lonliness, testings were all driving me crazy in the past weeks. I thought I would not be able to rely on God and fall into a deeper depression. I thought I will be facing them all by myself.
In the past, I might have gone crazy, asking God to show me the ways out. But now, God has changed me. I am not the same anymore. Finally, there is a little improvement in my spiritual maturity. heheeee. I am not sure how did it happened though. Now, I am more calm and learnt to wait patiently. I used to ask for God's blessings that bad things will turn good again. But now, I pray that God will change my heart, but not the incidents anymore.
Things will not always happen in the way that I want; but, forever God will be in the same way that I believe in. He is a watchful and faithful God. God is awesome. Amen~

Here is a song that really cheer me up during the struggles:
All day by Hillsongs United

I don't care what they say about me. It's alright, alright.
I don't care what they think about me. It's alright, they'll get it one day.
I love you, I'll follow you. You are my, my life!
I will read my bible and pray. I will follow you all day.
I don't care what it costs anymore. Cos' you gave it all and I'm following you.
I don't care what it takes anymore. No matter what happens I'm going your way.
All Day,All Day now,All Day!
Anyone around can see, just how good you've been to me.
For all my friends that don't know you, I pray that you would save them too.

Praise the Lord, Hallelujah!!!!

等待2

等待的時刻不容易﹐但我有神分擔這一切。
我每一夥想念他的眼淚﹐祂都放在手心中。
我心頭上每一點寂寞的苦澀﹐祂都嚐得到。
神知道我仰望著祂的心意﹐祂會陪我等待﹐
愛怎會輸給時間﹖

"愛是恆久忍耐、又有恩慈．愛是不嫉妒．愛是不自誇．不張狂．
不作害羞的事．不求自己的益處．不輕易發怒．不計算人的惡．
不喜歡不義．只喜歡真理．凡事包容．凡事相信．凡事盼望．凡事忍耐。
愛是永不止息．" 哥林多前書13﹕4-8