Big Daddy

These days are busy days for me.  There are many things that I have to mange... exams, buying car, moving to appartment, arranging drives with kel... *argh* You know, God gives me too much blessings... it's too much that I can't manage. I have been thinking about it for a long time: God has already given me a car to use on my own for the past 6 years, why would he give me another one now? It's so right timing... Right after my sis got her lisense and need to share the car with me. Everyone, can you see this picture: God is so huge and I am really tiny.

Enough by Chris Tomlin

  
More than all I want , More than all I need        
You are more than enough for me
  More than all I know, More than all I can see    
You are more than enough

 

All of You is more than enough for 

All of me for every thirst and every need

You satisfy me with Your love    

And all I have in You is more than enough

 

A kiss to the Father in heaven

God amazed me. Last night, I was really upset and tired. I came to God and pray: I do not want to pray anymore. As I have repeated sinning for so many times, I do not deserve Your forgiveness and mercy. I am tired in struggling between holiness and sins. I was so lost after the prayer. I opened up a spiritual book on my night table, and randomly pick a page to read. And then...WOW, IN MY FACE!!
God is awesome. Why would He need to response a sinner's prayer in 3 seconds? You know what I mean?! He's God. He is all powerful. Why?! Why would He bother to listen to my stupid prayer and make an instant response?! At this moment, I am reminded again: I am not a small potato to Him. He cherish me, His little naughty daughter. Thank you, Father. I love ya, =*

CHRISTian

During my women's studies class, I wanted to cry. The guest speaker, a worker in a African women's shelter, talked about their struggles and needs. She counted many problems out which seem like they can rarely be solved. However, her passion in movements keep up her faith to fight. Looking at her speaking up there, my tears swelled in my eyes. As a Christian, have I done a different for the broken souls? CHRISTian - a follower of Christ. Do I live like Jesus? Do I have His mercy and willingness to sacrifice? I feel that I have way more to do rather than sitting at home to pray and read bible. Making sure that I can make to fellowships, prayer meetings, worships... is that all I have to do in my entire Christian life?! Am I a CHRISTian or CHURCHian?!