God makes me special.

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Memories that are found in the store room

1.Family
- my mom was pretty, but I never thought of that when I was young
- my dad looks really old now
- my sister, OMG, is totally different from now, the difference is like the difference between a boy and a girl... so you can imagine.
- used to have very close relationships with my extented family. But now, we live in our own lives and there is nothing much in common to share anymore.
2.Friends
- so many pictures with my friends and about 90% of them, I don't remember their names
- year books that are signed by friends that I don't recognize now and not even recap that we were once friends
- we all thought we looked cool
3.Love
- love letters with my previous boyfriends remind me how foolish and simple I was.
- the pictures and little notes beside them tell that we were really in love once upon a time
- many personal feelings about my boyfriends in my school agenda and school notes... also show how boring I was in class
4. School
- I had nice hand writing since gr.8. cool.
- my english was so so so so crab.
- many coles notes indicate that I never read the real novel
- did I take finite, calculas & allegba? I never know that I know math.
- my dad wrote me something to encourage me to study (but I dumped it in one of the boxes in store room and just found out after 8 years). it says "萬般皆下品﹐唯有讀書高."
5. Me
- I took many pictures from my highschool years, sticky photo & card photos. D said I was way hotter than now. -_-! I can't recap how could I be so thin in that time too... I think it's coz of smoking. *haha, that's the only thing that I can blam to*
- I have became even more childish than b4. Looking through what I wrote in agenda, I was such a complicated person. I wrote things about how I feel about every person around me and I was always wondering what are in those ppl's heads. But now, what do I care? ha.

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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

We are moving

Girls and guys, the Leung's family have bought an apartment at Bamburg Circle last night. The deal is finalized and the closing date will be on May 20th. Mom, kel and I are so excited and looking forward to the moving. We are going to sell our house very soon. In the coming week, we will all be busy with cleaning up the place for showings. And we will have a minor renovation during the weekend, which we hope it will make our home more attractive to the buyers. Please pray for our moving: many paper works & clean ups have to be done in these two months. Thnx~

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Thursday, March 10, 2005

the best offering

Last night's prayer meeting was good. Before heading church, I took an half hour nap; prepared meal; had dinner and took a shower. When I arrived church, it's exactly 8pm and prayer meeting had not started yet. Sitting at a back row with glen and gillion, we praised God with our lovely voices loudly (and a little off beat). At that moment, I felt so warm and happy. Becoz I was so well prepared to come to God, praised and prayed. No rushing & hunger, but refreshing & calmed. I was in my favourite causal wear and running shoes, nerdy plastic frame eye glasses and no make up. And that exactly was the best offering of myself to God: the simipliest outfit and punctunated.

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Wednesday, March 09, 2005

A funny experience with facial mask

I am doing mask right now. It's a new one that I bought yesterday and it's function is to refine pores. After I put it on for few minutes, all muscles on my face tightened. Now (I still have my mask on at this moment), I feel like my eye balls are going to fall out. I can't move my mouth at all - not even to laugh or talk. I can't help with the saliva coming out slowly from the two ends of my mouth. hahahhaaaaaa. lolz. What a magical mask.

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Job Hunting Troubles

I've just finished my resume and cover letter. Although it's only the very first step of job hunting, I already felt frustrated and pressured. You know, when you are not sure what to do, and ppl around are telling you what to do based on their own opinions and experiences, and listing option ABCDEFG to you. It's really driving me crazy. For instance, I saw a career counselor last week and got my resume edited. But then, after my edits, D said my career counselor suck and taught me to do it according to his way. On the other hand, people are so nice and pouring loads of comments and suggestions to me. I just can't process all of the information at one time and make me feel more myseriable about job hunting. Moreover, the MS word is making me inpatient. It forces me to follow its template and gives me lots of troubles in organizing my resume.
Anyways, at least my resume + cover letter is ready now (still have reference letters to deal with). I am going onto the next step. Dudes, please pray for me. Thnx~ : )

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Wednesday, March 02, 2005

The Running Snowman

It was a very cold night. The area was packed with loads of snow; like all of the snow on the Earth was gathered here. Under the deep dark and edgeless sky, a snowman stood here by herself, dull and lone.

I walked towards her, leaving deep deep foot steps through the thick snow behind me. I stood in front of her, face to face; but, her eyes were not looking back at me. In fact, they were aiming no where.

The wind was roaring and snowman remained in her absolute silence. I took my shoes off and handed them to her. She smiled at me and put on my shoes.

Then, we started running. She ran with my shoes and I ran with my bare feet.
For her, it's more than a release, it's a freedom. We kept running and running, even though there was only more and more snow ahead.

The snow field was endless, and so do our joy. With my shoes and accompany, here is the running snowman.