Only God will make me special

I am special because God uses me.
I am special because God fogives me.
I am special because God call me as His daughter.
I am special because God died and rose again for me.
I am special because God hears my prayers.
I am special because God reads my mind.
I am special because God knows my heat beats.
I am special because God sets my feet free.
I am special because God teaches me to worship.
I am special because God transforms my life.
I am special because God prepares a new home for me.
I am special because God is faithful and unchanging.
Always remind myself: I am special is only because of God, no one else can do what He has done for/on me.

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Once upon a time, I was drowned into romance. It had became my God and I was worshiping the relationship days and nights. When I realized that it was an idol more than a blessing, I pulled myself out and ended the relationship. Today, once again, I find myself in such a position. I will be brave and face it this time. Please pray for my strenght, may the holy spirit leads me back to right track and draw me close to His glory and holiness. Thnx.

s/he

Everytime, he said ...next time; and next time, she said ...last time - an endless argument.

crossroad of christmas vacations and life decisions

Mid terms are finally done!! And I have just checked my final exams' schdule. I will be done with the finals by dec. 20th. There are 14 days of holidays. umm.... 14 days.... shall I go back to hk or go somewhere or stay here? Well...the Christmas vacation is only a minor one. When I think about summer (days after I grad)... and days after I enter the workforce.... I can't imagine. I am trying to plan, but I do not know how. I think it's the hardest time that I ever had in planning a vacation. Shall I go back to hk in winter and stay in tor to look for job in summer? Shall I go back in summer and look for a job in Winter? - When and Where question, Who can tell me???

during my mid term

Crazy days:
I have never experienced something like this in my life: 5 mid terms straight, from tuesday to saturday. I am totally stressed and nervous. Exams and essays are everywhere in head. I am soooooooo tired-mentally and physically. And every moring and evening, seeing all the essays and books on the floor of my room, the level of stresses increase to produce anger. I hate to live in such days.

In His presence:
Late at night, I closed my books and piled up my notes. It was 2 or 3am, when I was so desperated to go to sleep, I opened my bible. I closed my eyes and started singing: "I cast all my care upon You..." I remained silent, my mind paused in this peaceful moment. It's like the world had stopped turning and time had stopped running, and there are only me and Him alone with quiet and peace.

無聊的想法3

心軟是當你極度無理取鬧的時候﹐他仍然低聲下氣地說﹕“sorry baby”。

無聊的想法2

當兩個人十分相愛﹐他們會重複又重複地遷就﹑付出﹑和坦誠。
當兩個人不相愛﹐他們會重複又重複地埋怨﹑計較﹑和瞞騙。
當兩個人在十分相愛和不相愛之間﹐他們會重複又重複地問自己怎能達到十分相愛或者完全不相愛的地步。

愛情在任何的境況之下也只不過是一種重複--- 重複的感覺﹑重複的說話﹑重複的動作﹑和重複的習慣。

無聊的想法

靜如止水的愛情是難求﹐也是無奈。
我想為你哭﹐但你從來沒有給我一個機會。
我想為你心跳﹐但心淡了又怎能躍動。
我想念熱熾的白日和激蕩的黑夜。
我想﹕我們的愛情需要一點保養。

I miss Daniel..... and X-dan too.

Yes, I am feeling hyper at 1am, and I still have few pages of essay to be finished b4 going to bed. What did I just do? Who did I just hang out with? It's fellowship. They are my brothers and sisters. I have never been so excited about going to fellowship. hahahaaa.
After 3 weeks of absences in church, I am back to the family tonight!! wooowhooooo.
Wendy, her tummy is huge like there are 3 basket balls inside her. And we talked about labouring and stuff. I feel that I am more excited about the baby than she & Pierre do. hahahahaa.
Kenchi, I just couldn't stop talking to her (oh sorry, it's him) and we were like inching each other all night long. hahahaaaaa.
Benny, seems like I haven't seen him for years! But I was too scared to tell him dat I missed him sooooo much becoz Karen was there.
Cyrus, I didn't have a chance to talk to him (but we made funny faces during the singspiration). I don't know if he is still upset... but, I don't wanna bring this up in front of him anyways.
Well, I can't name all. Tonight, fellowship really hypers me. It's such a warm and lovely place. Surrounding by brothers and sisters is always a great great pleasure.
And now, I miss Jan, Leslie & Benny too.

God writes great love stories if you pray.

Reading and listening friends' love stories is sweet. But, knowing friends' emotions are swinging up and down becoz of their relationships isn't that good. All of my friends seem like having emotion struggles with their guys/gals. When they talked about their stories to me with lots and lots of sigh, I don't know what to say.
People have their love stories to tell, but I don't. My love story is too simple, nothing much to tell. People ask what can they do, but I don't know how to answer. Those problems are history to me. I've never experienced something like that for the past few years already.
Knowing all these ppl's struggles, I found myself so blessed. Mine is not a dramatically romantic story. It's may only be a short paragraph - simply about loving and caring each other. More importantly, the author of this story is definitely not me or/and him; it is the greatest love of all, God. Guys, believe in Him, He will write you something sweet and good.

happy thank you note

I'm going to Tremblant tomorrow during this thanksgiving long weekend. When I was thinking about thanksgiving: first, I thought about this wonderful family trip. Next, I thought of my friends. Although it's 1:30 already and I've just finished packing stuff, I decided to sms to my buddies to say happy thanksgiving. However, I guess it's really late to send everybody a sms now. So, to everyone who is reading this now:

HAPPY THANKSGIVING. Jesus loves you. Yes, it's you!!!

"But thanks be to God, who always leads us in triumphal procession in Christ and through us spreads everywhere the fragrance of the knowledge of him." 2Co 2:14